Rebecca Ståhlnacke

So this day has been about debating. And I can tell you right now, there is a reason for why I dislike debating for my actual opinion, I prefer my opinion being given to me, handed out. You see I feel vulnerable arguing for something I actually believe in as I realize that good debators have the potential of changing my mind. Today's debate was obviously not one of those moments. It was religious and the christian people in question got too excited and worked up which limited them, they got too frustrated and they didn't say what they wanted to. I don't consider myself an expert in debating or anything, but constantly having arguments with two lawyers at least makes me somewhat experienced. So to be able to win a debate about something you strongly believe in you have to distance yourself completely from your own opinion. You have to be objective, you have to consider the other side and then carefully pick out the weeknesses which you will be able to, using facts, argue against. You cannot be emotional. This is why few human beings find this easy.

Emelie sent me some mroe pictures of our photoshoot a while back, enjoy!

This is not the time for drama, it is not the time to make every single little matter the end of the world. I do not care as much as you think about all your problems, I will not always be on your side. Mostly I don't take sides. This does not necessarily mean that I'm cold-hearted. People, I care about your feelings but the problems you have and the pain you feel, it's self-inflicted. This does not apply to everyone although I have a feeling everyone are going to feel like I'm talking about them. I'm most likely not. And I want you to come to me, I want to help you to feel better, but I will not get caught in between. I will not pick sides. And as my friend so wisely said a few minutes ago, I just need someone to go to when the shit hits the fan.

I am not good at writing about my emotions, I hate exploiting myself and my feelings and I don't want everyone to have access to my mind and my thoughts. Most likely this limits me, and it limits how far my writing will take me in life. But i don't mind, i'm not planning to write as a profession. Louise differs from me, she writes about her emotions, i think mostly because she feels a relief being able to get out what's on her chest. I think this is a really good thing, and I respect the fact that she puts her heart and soul out there (ofcourse not entirely). Michelle is different, the few times she blogs she either choses fashion, or tells us about her life, I think this migth be a typical way of doing it, although every way is obviously different. Emelie's blog is amazing as well, she makes it really interesting and funny without going into emotional details. I'm still looking for a way of expressing myself that really represents "me"

Me and Louise are getting so excited about our fantasy stories we're going to write for CAS. I think both of them will be pretty amazing, especially Louise's as she is an amazing writer. I came up with my story as a 12-13 yearold so it does need some editing, but right now I am willing to put that work in. It'll be such an awesome story with fairies and shit so look out for a future fantasy author named Rebecca Ståhlnacke.

Found some inspiring fairy pictures

CONGRATULATIONS Michelle youve had a relationship for a year. Wow. You're a woman.

Personally I think they should be talking babynames and weddingdates but that might just be me. I would so love to be a bridesmade, and a godmother. But yeahh she's 16 so maybe not. I have school in a few minutes so I better be going but I just thought I'd say congratulations to Gustav and Michelle :)

It's my life, and I do what I do
If you don't like it,
that's fine,
fuck you

I remember when I hadn't made any, I actually longed to make a mistake. I purposly tried to get in trouble, to feel like a real teenager or something... Well I can safely say those days have now passed. And the stupid thing is that it's not like I don't know the likely consequences of my actions, however this does not seem to be enough to stop me from making the same fucking mistakes again. I'm not gonna lie, I used to think I was really clever. I've changed my mind.

One of the most hilarious facebook-things-that-you-like is definately this one:
- Did it hurt?
- When?
- When you fell from the sky :)
- Aaww <3
- Because your face is fuuuuucked up!

Another entertaining joke one might find interesting in the middle of might is this "your mama" joke Ellen told me today;
- Your mama's so big, the only thing attracted to her is gravity.

Now these are jokes that truly makes life worth living. My sense of humor might not be the best according to some people (but seriously they just don't know me well enough in that case), however I consider myself quite a funny person, and I am so happy I find things to laugh about in my otherwise boring everyday life. And what I appreciate even more is creative people that will contribute and enlighten my day by helping me laugh. So thankyou to all those people out there, you're awesome!